Ah, youth... have you ever read Catcher in the Rye? If not, you should. I can identify with Holden Caulfield more than any other character that I've ever read about.. Oh the woes of growing up. It would be nice to hold on to childhood forever.. But maybe that's the challenge- How to be a functioning, giving, wiser adult while still holding on to the love and simple joys of childhood.. maintaining a balance. I have a Catcher in the Rye dream.. like Holden's. Ask me about it sometime. Or don't. No matter.